MY BITTER HEART

i stay

  silent 

as you 

SCREAM

at me

about my

faults

about my

wrongs

about my

flaws

i stand there glumly as

drop 

by painful 

drop

my tears trickle 

d

      o

 w

       n 

my face

you look at me with those eyes

those

RAGING 

brown 

eyes

fury 

burning 

with every gaze

i try

to look at you straight

but fear betrays me

you say your

only wish

is for me to be happy

but i don't think that's what

you're making me

and now my

BITTER HEART

is

breaking

it is 

tearing 

a    p         a          r             t  

it is

being 

crushed

into a 

billion little p i e c e s

my 

bitter heart 

is

bleeding

it is 

weeping

i turn around

i walk away

i try to be 

brave

i try to be

strong

i try to keep the p i e c e s of me

tightly holding on

but i know i can't do this for very long

SOON enough 

everything may be

G   O   N   E

everything 

will be

L O S T

everything 

but

my 

B I T T E R  H E A R T

dAiLy LeArNinGs =>

we must be open to other things/people

because if we locust our time on things we know we can't own, 

we're just wasting every minute of our life with it 

and we do not notice that there are a lot of people 

who also want to be part of our lives.

SHATTERED

I numbedly looked

at my hopeless dream, 

fading...

Like the single leaf of a tree

that's silently falling.

The warmth of your memory

is now a silhouette of  hopelessness...

And the love I built

now lay  

SHATTERED 

upon my feet...

So I breathe without wanting to let go,

but I should because your love is 

inconsistent...

I could feel the stillness of my affection

but likewise a great turmoil that kills me--

it's over.

I want to shout,

"STAY..."

so I could hold you,

embrace you tightly,

and build my 

FOREVER 

with YOU.

But fate on the other hand is screaming

that you and I were not meant for each other

I can't thwart fate,

so now

I'm accepting my DEFEAT...

From my saddened

heart,

I now

surrender...

Yes, i can barely hear my heart..

it is BREAKING.

Maybe its an animosity of serenity

that we CAN'T BE together..

a love ONCE lived,

will never be ours again.

mY eViL pLaN?

one quote says,

why do people always say:

"kung tayo, tayo talaga.."

don't they know that:

"without EFFORT, DESTINY won't work.."

"..hmn..so dapat magEFFORT na q..hhe

..1st move: sulutin siya sa GF niya before they celebrate their anniversary!..hmn..wahahaha"

This Is The Way To Happiness

On her shirt, we read "THIS IS THE WAY TO HAPPINESS."
We agreed. We welcome her back with our arms open wide. We missed her..as in!

Hi Roxie! Welcome back sa A!