MY BITTER HEART

i stay

  silent 

as you 

SCREAM

at me

about my

faults

about my

wrongs

about my

flaws

i stand there glumly as

drop 

by painful 

drop

my tears trickle 

d

      o

 w

       n 

my face

you look at me with those eyes

those

RAGING 

brown 

eyes

fury 

burning 

with every gaze

i try

to look at you straight

but fear betrays me

you say your

only wish

is for me to be happy

but i don't think that's what

you're making me

and now my

BITTER HEART

is

breaking

it is 

tearing 

a    p         a          r             t  

it is

being 

crushed

into a 

billion little p i e c e s

my 

bitter heart 

is

bleeding

it is 

weeping

i turn around

i walk away

i try to be 

brave

i try to be

strong

i try to keep the p i e c e s of me

tightly holding on

but i know i can't do this for very long

SOON enough 

everything may be

G   O   N   E

everything 

will be

L O S T

everything 

but

my 

B I T T E R  H E A R T

dAiLy LeArNinGs =>

we must be open to other things/people

because if we locust our time on things we know we can't own, 

we're just wasting every minute of our life with it 

and we do not notice that there are a lot of people 

who also want to be part of our lives.

SHATTERED

I numbedly looked

at my hopeless dream, 

fading...

Like the single leaf of a tree

that's silently falling.

The warmth of your memory

is now a silhouette of  hopelessness...

And the love I built

now lay  

SHATTERED 

upon my feet...

So I breathe without wanting to let go,

but I should because your love is 

inconsistent...

I could feel the stillness of my affection

but likewise a great turmoil that kills me--

it's over.

I want to shout,

"STAY..."

so I could hold you,

embrace you tightly,

and build my 

FOREVER 

with YOU.

But fate on the other hand is screaming

that you and I were not meant for each other

I can't thwart fate,

so now

I'm accepting my DEFEAT...

From my saddened

heart,

I now

surrender...

Yes, i can barely hear my heart..

it is BREAKING.

Maybe its an animosity of serenity

that we CAN'T BE together..

a love ONCE lived,

will never be ours again.

mY eViL pLaN?

one quote says,

why do people always say:

"kung tayo, tayo talaga.."

don't they know that:

"without EFFORT, DESTINY won't work.."

"..hmn..so dapat magEFFORT na q..hhe

..1st move: sulutin siya sa GF niya before they celebrate their anniversary!..hmn..wahahaha"

This Is The Way To Happiness

On her shirt, we read "THIS IS THE WAY TO HAPPINESS."
We agreed. We welcome her back with our arms open wide. We missed her..as in!

Hi Roxie! Welcome back sa A!

Bittersweet bits

when will i find that someone?

that someone who'd call just to know 

that i got home safe

that someone who'd show me off to everyone

that someone who'd hold my hands securely

as if it were gold, yet gently as if it were 

but a fragile flower

that someone who'd send me flowers

for no apparent reason

but simple because he wants to..

that someone who'd choose to walk the long way home with me

just so we could he could spend more time with me..

that someone who'd kiss me with passion

that only exists for me

when will i find that someone

that someone for me and only me...

she faces him squarely, 

though her hands are shaking

and her eyes are blurry 

from the sting of her unshed tears

She says that she has to say

and tries to keep her voice calm as possible...

she has to pull it together

If she doesn't she

just might break down crying

her words drowned in endless sobs..

when the night has been too lonely..

when the road may seem too long..

when you think that love is for the lucky and strong..

just remember..

in the winter far beneath the bitter snows..

lies a seed that with the sun's love

in the spring become a Rose :)

no matter how hard you explain your self to others

they wouldn't understand what the hell it is you are saying

if they don't want to understand it..:(

lovely quotes:)

you don't want to let go 

because you feel that

there's something mutual going on

between the two of you

something beyond the words

something that the heart only understand

you wait..and wait..

but still nothing happens

the problem is you cant just walk away

but you cant stay either..

no one can say that you deserve someone better

co'z the best thing that you deserve 

will always be your choice

its hard to pretend that you love someone 

when you don't

but its harder to pretend 

that you don't love someone

when you really do